the serious idea I have about relationships. It’s so hard to go from being in a relationship where you were planning on getting married, to one where you completely start new with someone.As soon as I started seriously dating someone again I was automatically put into marriage mode. This really isn’t fair to my boyfriend though. We have been dating for 9 months, so naturally he is just go with the flow and see’s me as a decently serious girlfriend, who of course he wants to be with for a long time, but has no intention of putting into his extended future yet. It kills me because I want to talk about marriage and kids and life.. and he’s just like.. I don’t want to think that far ahead.. The other day we were arguing and he was like “It’d suck to break up, but you know we’re not married.” and I had to take a step back and be like..yeah.. you’re right, why am I trying to rush my life? I am just in the mentality that I’m mature enough to start a life with someone else, and he is just so go with the flow, we’re still young, we have so much time, mentality. I’m not really sure how that will work out in the future, but I love him so much. He literally makes me happier than any guy ever has. I wish I would stop stressing about whether or no we will last forever, and focus on the good times we are having right now.
No matter what I do, I will never feel good enough. Every time I’m dating someone I constantly feel like they could get someone prettier than me. Like why be with someone who isn’t the best you can get? I guess that’s a shallow way of thinking, but I can’t help it. I will never be thin, and beautiful, blonde, tall, etc. how are normal people supposed to compete with that or even feel remotely okay with themselves?
Thought I’d share a product that I have been using! It makes damaged hair so soft! Totally recommend it, especially if you color or straighten your hair! #hair #loreal #fried #damaged #salon #color #love
I told him “I wub you” lol even though I’m sick he makes me feel better #love #boyfriend #bestfriend #happy